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Jo chan
28 November 2008 @ 12:01 am
1. June sent me a pressie all the way from aussie. So sad she can't come back this year. -loves-

2. My annie Justina is back from aussie too. GAL CONTACT ME SOON. I don't know what number you r using now-hugs-
 
 
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Jo chan
27 November 2008 @ 11:46 pm
15 minutes to go before I reached adulthood. Yipee:( Instead of feeling the sinking feeling I felt when I turned 20 (that i left teenage hood), I'm feeling kinda ok. Maybe anticipation of what adulthood has for me.. but also cuz i did stupid stuff today to commemorate my youth. Similar to what I did last year.

It is always important to keep that childlikeness in you. Or not helloooo to stuffy and boring:P. Maybe thats why Im not sad about turning 21(surprisingly and tho i keep saying im sad and whining about it). Cuz I know I'm still me. I'm still silly jo that goes crazy.

This is what I did today:
-Broke into an abandoned school which had security cameras
-Sat behind my sister on the bicycle and sang childish teletubbies and elmo songs really loudly. I swear people thought I was nuts
-Sat in the trolley and was wheeled around cold storage:P

My sisters are such a good sport to play along with me though they think im nuts and im wonky now. Haha. But yea that will always remain a part of me, adult or not. I don't wanna lose that random silly childish impulsive crazy side of me. I like that side of me.

This year has been a year of rockiness yet tons and tons of blessings. Many things have come to a close. But many new doors have been opened.

I thank God for the new friendships I have forged and the experiences at Tokyo. Being with Enz, Mich and Pea makes me happy and I feel that I have found a group of close gal pals in uni (other than my dearest DG: Ter, Shere, Xin and Jessie). My life is so much more colourful with the Tokyo Team especially Marcs and the 3 gals :)

Special shoutouts to my longest closest galfriends who stuck with me through thick and thin: Suma, Annie, Aud and June. Edwin, Pris and Imran are greatly appreciated too. My JC best pals.

And of course the fluffffffff. Many thanks tho you will never read this. I never expected to find another person i can be so comfy in showing my true nature.

Ok one more minute to go. It'll be good cuz He is good:)
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Jo chan
02 November 2008 @ 02:08 am
I'm craving for Xiao Long Baos like now...even though im full from pepper lunch and ben and jerry's . I'm just plain greedy

I SHOULD BE DOING MY WORK!

N i crave for... 
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Jo chan
01 November 2008 @ 03:44 pm
The xiao long bao buffet at Crystal Jade in Holland V was really great. Usually I don't blog about my outings or things I do. Actually I barely blog about happy moments.

But I was happy last night. Running after 95 and then getting off and running all the way from the bus stop to the overhead bridge and finally to the MRT, trying to catch the last train, is puke inducing after the amount of food we ate.

But its puke inducing happy moments. It's Japan all over again. Running in Disneyland so as to go to the gift shop before it closes. Running in Japan to church, to meetings in Mitaka, to the subway, to the campuses... running towards the scene of the fire.... running for 3.5 weeks together.

Why do we always end up running? Haha. Spending time with them makes me temporarily forget the worries. Leaving them brings reality back to focus.

Even though I'm happy with them, its not the same complete worry free, light overflowing from the heart feeling that He has granted me on that day. That joy is unexplainable and I want more of that.

Its points like this that you realise that...
There is none like You. No one else can touch my heart like You do. I could search for all eternity long and find there is none like You.

Only He can truely fill the void in our hearts :)
 
 
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Jo chan
29 October 2008 @ 02:18 am
argh  
Im sosososososoooooooooo tired

This sem is the most terrible sem for me ever.

And I really wanna strangle Sherwin. ARH. He's so anal and so not understanding. Im up now still doing my stuff cuz of him.

RAH RAH RAH.



What hurts the most by Rascal Flatts breaks me. I saw you. It ignites whatever I've tried to put out. I do feel the tinge of sadness that pricks my heart now and then. But its never overwhelming. Tonight it almost crossed over.

But yes im on the road to recovery since the day of joy. It is truely amazing how He has led me to such a breakthrough.
 
 
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Jo chan
25 October 2008 @ 01:12 pm
fear  
Yesterday I panicked. Then I shoved it back into the dark recesses of my mind. In my sleep induced state I managed to. But I woke up this morning and everything tumbled into my mind. 

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I found out.

On a side note...
I want to do something big and childish before I hit 21.
 
 
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Jo chan
20 July 2008 @ 12:32 am
I can't seem to escape wongs.
 
 
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Jo chan
11 July 2008 @ 02:06 am
关上床边电视机 终于能关掉世界的声音
我说好吗 晚点回去
多么地不可思议 当我们眼神交集
混杂着前所未有的心悸
如果可以 我要拥抱你

爱情太短促 天亮就结束
幸福太清楚 但我握不住
不要哭 醒来还得面对这残酷
收下这礼物 多少人羡慕
骄傲地宣布 今晚不孤独
来跳舞 (跳我们的舞)

Tonight我们都忘了回家的路
为你献上我 最完美的 一整套服务
不如这样快把帘子拉起来
假装睡太晚 慢点再离开
不管怎样 要你记住这一晚
我为你存在 Happy Valentine

把爱收进隔夜的行李
请小心不要破坏这记忆
戴上面具 名自离去
有一些话 说出来就成了谜
我们都应该要懂这规矩
再见爱情 再见到你




2.5 years of beautiful memories.
 
 
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Jo chan
04 February 2008 @ 12:59 am
I miss you, Justina Lee Theng Teng!

Email me soon!
 
 
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Jo chan
27 November 2007 @ 11:48 pm
10 minutes before my 20th birthday. I have to blog. Im leaving the world of teenage hood. Ok though I won't be an adult, I'm not considered a teenager anymore. Im a pre adult.

Just felt the need to blog before this change happens. I know I probably won't feel any different. But this day... I've been dreading it for the past few months. Though age is but a number, this means I have to finally start growing up. I know i have been growing up already. Im more matured in my thoughts and actions. Definitely not so rash. But this is like a slap in the face, wake up call kinda thing.

Less excuses for being childish and irresponsible. Heh.

I think the main thing i fear is the loss of a certain innocence. To be dragged now by the cynicism and burdens of the adult world. Becoming 20 is a step closer to that. Also, that invincibility of nothing can happen to me is going to disappear soon.

I wanted to do a few things that reminded me of my teenage life. To commemorate. So that when i look back i can have fond memories. Just like how westerners put their childhood stuff in a time capsule. But i didn't have much time to do this as I was busy preparing for exams. N im still in the midst of having exams. 2 more papers!!!

But i think this significant moment will always remind me of being young. Last last saturday 17th nov, i went walking arnd the housing estates near SR with Li Jwee. He said it was a special place to him and i appreciated that he showed it to me. It brought back many memories of my JC times which will prob be one of my fondest times of teenage hood. Climbing the fence to get into sch etc. We sat on the seesaw and swing. (which made me so nostalgic tt i teared) N we walked in the rain. That really reminded me of running in the rain with pris back during A levels studying. We also looked at the houses... which reminded me of the times me n char would break into houses.

If i had more time... I would want to sit on a bus and just get lost to remind me of what me and justina did in the past. N squeal over arashi/ jpop stuff... which technically i did a few months ago... after like a long time. So at least thats fulfilled.

Today walking back home late at night(after my exam! grrr), i actually swung around in circles. Just wanted to take the time to appreciate my youth.

I got a good early bday pressie today. I got an A for for the theories of communications project. I was elated. (cuz if was just before my exam) and also cuz i put in a shitload of effort into it. The only other competent grp member was so busy n mia at times. There was a china gal n poly gal whose english was so bad i had to keep editing.

Ok one more minute to pre adulthood.

Goodbye
 
 
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