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20 January 2009 @ 10:56 pm
enlightenment  
Today, a few months down the road, the first wave of tears hit.

It caught me off guard because I thought I had stopped grieving. Then I realise...I grieved not because of the present nor the future. I stopped doing that a long time ago.

I grieve for the past. I grieve for what is lost... what I lost.



Now I understand why the answer given to me was 'wait'.
 
 
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